Juniper Emerald Lyrics

Always wanna spend time out lookin for someone

Who ain't ever gonna show

Don't wanna be present don't look to the future

And the past man I leave that shit alone

Hidein' messages that beg for help

In a font so small they'll never know

Feelin' like a rose thats caught up in some rows of

Thorns that'll never let ya close

Spiral out and grow this time I know I'm not not

Always try to be the better man

No more shedding light on things that are washed out now

Ready to walk away I never play

No more sheddin' the light I cant bask in it

Like I can't handle it hesitant

So I'll sever our ties act like I'm fine

Then fall apart once again tremblin'

I feel so off somethin' in my ear

I never heard before I need medicine

Losing my bearings and these noises gettin' louder

And I lost all my control and I let them in

I don't wanna suffer every day I cant recover

Another hand to drag me under reaches up and pulls the covers

Off my head that kept me safe and now in darkness I will hover

Shades of all my favorite colors wait for me in summer skies