MAMA Lyrics

I'm sorry mama

For the things I've said and done

It's my disorder defining what I've become

When I was 15, I wanted martyrdom

The manic vision told me that I was the one

I'm sorry mama

Its difficult to explain

The shit we broke, our devils, and decay Oh

I'm sorry mama

It never was your fault

I'm full of poison, eating down the rot

You always told me, give it your best shot

But I am breaking from

The thoughts that I concoct Oh

This house is burning down

It's a thousand degrees

I need to find my body

Buried in debris

I think my head is aching

Please will somebody

Bring me back to earth

Where I can breathe

This cage that I have found

Encasing me

Squeezing out my life

Smothering me

I think my heart is aching

Destroying the desire to awaken

The depths in me

I'm sorry mama

For writing out this song

It's how I process all I know that's wrong

When I was 16, I was fighting with alarm

The men I trusted with my life only caused me harm Oh

I'm sorry mama

For thoughts I have inside

It doesn't impact what I know is right Oh

I'm sorry mama

It never was your fault

I'm full of poison, eating down the rot

You always told me, give it your best shot

But I am breaking from

The thoughts that I concoct Oh

This house is burning down

It's a thousand degrees

I need to find my body

Buried in debris

I think my head is aching

Please will somebody

Bring me back to earth

Where I can breathe

This cage that I have found

Encasing me

Squeezing out my life

Smothering me

I think my heart is aching

Destroying the desire to awaken

The depths in me