This Is What It Feels Like Lyrics

This is what it feels like now

Another year and we go again

Wrestling to settle what's in my head

And all I hear is

'You need to relax'

And everyone appoints themselves

A therapist, a specialist of mental health

But every day it's two steps, one step back

So don't crash

If only I could paint my mind

To show you what I'm on about

One of a kind

Maybe this is the closest I can do

So I put it in a song

And hope you understand where I'm coming from

Cos all I hear when you tell me to relax

Is the kick drum rising

As the beat sets in

And we're ready to begin

I look to new horizons

Ready for a change, ready to rearrange

The noises that I'm hearing

An array of sound so beautifully found

So this is what it feels like now

Someone said that you sleep when you're dead

You don't know what's in my head

'Is he just another Jonathan Larson?'

Which side of the fence

I'm restless at my own expense

I wanna finish everything I've started

So stop coming for me, coming for me

Just because I'm working harder

Don't you know that nothing good is free?

So this is what it feels like now

And in an instant you can turn your whole life around

I used to let it drag me down but on the ground

I saw there must be more to life than being ruled by someone else's doubt

Yeah there's highs and lows

And I didn't wanna let you go

But now you're gone so I pass the time singing

this is what it feels like now

As the kick drum rising

As the beat sets in

And we're ready to begin

I look to new horizons

Ready for a change, ready to rearrange

The noises that I'm hearing

An array of sound so beautifully found

So this is what it feels like now

As the kick drum rising

As the beat sets in

And we're ready to begin

I look to new horizons

Ready for a change, ready to rearrange

The noises that I'm hearing

An array of sound so beautifully found

So this is what it feels like now