Why'd You Have To Go? Lyrics

Drown in the mist, down on my hands and my wrists

Examine a lens tryna identify what a friend is

I never thought it'd end like this

When I clench my fist and I grit my teeth

I tend to get sick, attempt to find peace

I'm falling apart and it's easy to see

How I'm losing the pieces of me

Scramble to keep 'em together collecting the bits

Regret I can't get 'em to fit

Then they get swept in the wind, I severed my limbs

Don't ask why I can't get a grip

Grabbing and ripping my heart in half, y'all can have it

I'm not gonna ask for it back after the fact

It lost all the value it had

It's impossible now to get that

Sad but I thought we had each other's backs at basis

Must've just been my imagination

Trust reduced to ash and dust, how fast you crushed it

Truly masterful, amazing

Feeling my grimacing face swelling with pain

It's such a familiar taste

Still in the remnant of really old days

But feeling them slipping away

Oh, I don't know what to do

But I know I won't cry no more

My eyes dried today

You became a ghost like you passed away

Bites to watch you go

Why'd you have to change

I should've known before

Now I'm alone

But I know I won't try no more

I won't catch the blame

I move right along, try to forget your name

My attachment gone, life just ain't the same

Why'd you have to go

Finally start to adjust to the space

You left in my heart and it's getting less hard every day

Marginally

Watching the scars start to fade and dissolve in the fray

But part of me ain't want to part with the pain

Because once I say au revoir and it's gone

I'm afraid I'll have lost for keeps the last part that remains

Nothing to say but I'm sorry that sorry just ain't gonna cut it

I ain't gon' put up with the way you screwed up it

I'm done, nobody's puppet, I'm gone

Riding my horse towards the sun

No looking back anymore, I'm on track moving forward

The fact of the matter is my happiness isn't yours

I have all the power to grow it

And now that I hold it I'm grabbing control of my world

Sad and it hurts bad but we're past all the words

That's it, don't gasp out a verb

Don't ask if I'm sure, you can't take it back

What we had isn't actually 'round anymore

It's under the ground at the morgue

Memorial wrapped up, it's something I never asked for

I haven't a choice, it's all in the past

So I'll let it go

Oh, I don't know what to do

But I know I won't cry no more

My eyes dried today

You became a ghost like you passed away

Bites to watch you go

Why'd you have to change

I should've known before

Now I'm alone

But I know I won't try no more

I won't catch the blame

I move right along, try to forget your name

My attachment gone, life just ain't the same

Why'd you have to go

Why'd you have to go

Why'd you have to go