I Am To Blame Lyrics

This is not the way

I thought I would behave

I know you don't want to hate me

But how I'm acting lately

Has left you in the spotlight

As someone who don't act right

And everybody knows why

(everybody knows why)

Yeah I was so afraid

Told myself that it was fate

Believed it wasn't fake

I thought I could keep you safe

From the ones who would use you

Torture and abuse you

Tell you that they love you

As they label, lie, and cheat you

Is it too late to say I'm sorry

Is it too much to say you forgive me

Now all our friends will say

I was drifting off insane

Obsessing over everything

That I could never change

But if it's not too late, I'm sorry

I know it's all my fault

I let this get too far

I made some bad mistakes

Repeated one you forgave

And I know I am to blame

We first met

Back when I had nothing left

I was drowning in regret

Said "forget how it felt"

To be told I was worth it"

"Perfectly imperfect"

Gave up on myself

I didn't care about the music

Then you did

Gave me something

New I could believe in

Three words suddenly

Were everything I needed

Then you said

"Know that who I am

Is always changing"

Like Pandora's Box

Don't forget about the warning

Is it too late to say I'm sorry

Is it too much to say you forgive me

Now all our friends will say

I was drifting off insane

Obsessing over everything

That I could never change

But if it's not too late, I'm sorry

I know it's all my fault

I let this get too far

I made some bad mistakes

Repeated one you forgave

And I know I am to blame

I know it's all my fault

I let this get too far

I made some bad mistakes

Repeated one you forgave

And I know I am to blame

I'm sorry if it hurt for me to leave

I just couldn't be who you needed me to be

This is not goodbye I'll be back in time

I'll return when I've learned how to be your friend

But I'll always love you in the end