As I Lay Lyrics

As I lay

As I lay down

Fill my heart with song

Time will write the wrongs

Many men will fall

As I lay down

Burning in the flame

Withering my soul

Memories of your smile

As I lay

I just want you to feel

I just want you to feel

One last time

As I lay down

Covered in the muck

Drowning in your love

I can't get enough

(As I lay down)

Lately, I've been suffering, broken, hollow, alone, hopeless

My baby crying, I ain't got enough for the abortion

Mama disappointed

Trying not breakdown, relapse

Turn this beanie to a ski mask, saying fuck you

I saw my friend die

He grew up with me

His face turned grey

No longer was he struggling

His body layed, lifeless on the floor right in front of me

Last words he said to me "remember me"

May he Rest In Peace

Voices in my head again

Falling in the black, I was drowning in my detriment

Questioning everything I've accepted as the truth, I've been misled

I can't comprehend it, so I question it

Who are you?

What are you?

When are you?

Where are you?

Why are you, even doing this?

Feels like everything I try to do just leads to ruin and, everybody saying they love you but where's the truth in it?

Ain't no proof in it

Instead misled defenseless men repent with led

The head that bled the crest to red

The mess that's left on steps to threats address was blessed

The breath of death suggests your next

Poison is the venomous fluid that's burning through my veins, I injected it

Puppeteer of the blood and tears, I perfected it

The hole inside my soul doesn't show in my reflection bitch

Metropolis of monogamy

Society

Dying dichotomy

Lack autonomy with who I am and who I wanna be

Cleverly lifted lever, especially meant to be gifted

Never accepted the difference

I'm left with amusement as I endeavor to bliss eluding, the fantasy of religion

Consistency of illusion

Corruption of love and hatred

Concluding reality is polluted

I drain the sewer to prove that when you win you lose

I needed me bigger noose to carry the burden

I murder myself for the purpose of yours

The led'll disperse, bring red to the church, when Bloody Mary begs for a burn

Are you White, are you black?

Do you fight with the pride of a badge?

Or the thrill to fill a page? Put a knife in your mask

A knee on your neck, I bleed on the crest

Agree to digress, speaking bleak a freak to the rest

Too late, too many mistakes

I'll burn at the stake, be free of the weight of all of my sins

From these "well wishing, friendly actin, envy hiding snakes"

Ether all these people away, as I lay down

Many men will fall

Burning in the flame

As I lay, down down down

Withering my soul

Memories of your smile

As I lay down

As I lay down

As I lay