Meditated State Lyrics

I was born very well aware

From a place where nobody knew what is fair

So much care for my peers, started losing hairs

But looking at my body, I ain't lacking hair

Another day I'm thankful that we're breathing air

I stopped looking for the people that would take me there

I'm not looking for your share, yeah I got my share

Only lesson that I learned was just taking care

Only pain in mind is I know that I'm rare

This ain't my native tongue but I know it well

Half here half there, you can't even tell

I'm even French but I only know Je M'appelle

My ego has been as big as it gets

So big that regret was the only threat

I worked every job, just so I could pay my debts

I do this shit for free, just to keep in check

They paid me three digits just to play a set

No one ever sees how messy all the cleaning gets

I guess I'll grab a cup for tears I shed

I guess you can end me now if it's only death

Ain't done nothing wrong, I ain't pleading guilty

Compared to shit I've seen, man that shit is filthy

If it ever broke me then I let it build me

If I ever broke them then I let them feel me

I always manscape so my skin is silky

I just want to meet Drake, but The Boy is risky

I just want to give him thanks, maybe pour some whiskey

Have to say it from my chest like we're throwing frisbee

Meditated state, yeah I'm getting crispy

I just want more chicken before the kitchen closes

In the garden, no apples, I'm just smelling roses

My dream is where I'm at and the doors are open

Don't know ya'll but I know what your horoscope is

Don't even know the stars, I'm just telescoping

But they give me hope, when I'm feeling hopeless

I don't love nothing more unless I'm feeling focused

Not everything is pure, but I know my soul is

I know the flow is cold, but I ain't the coldest

I can sense my future, know I'm getting closer

Don't need this to be rich, I could be playing poker

I'm just typing on the screen like the pen is broken

Living in this dream until the heavens open

I'm not the chosen one but I'm feeling chosen

I had to write my piece because my ceiling's open