Soul Ties II Lyrics

Manipulation - tell you that I love you but I fake it

Every day I see you losing patience

Can't take it - heart continually breaking

This house was never a home cause the hearts in it were vacant

I was telling myself this love is just like a dream

And I was right because the love was only a fantasy

An illusion I created cause I fear being alone

But my fear caused me to break your heart and now I can't atone

For the things I've done - for the trust I broke

You were looking at me lovingly - to me it's a joke

Every day I left you hanging even without a rope

But I kept telling you I loved you - left a false sense of hope

I struggle with immaturity - projected insecurity

I thought I'd give my best but I just gave the very worst of me

Then have the audacity to think that God was cursing me

When I was only hurting myself - botching my surgery

I never showed you that I loved you till I nearly lost you

Made mistakes and didn't think about what it would cost you

I was selfish - only wanted control

And now I tell you that I love you cause I can't let you go (Woah)

Suddenly

You come to me

Telling me that you have been in love with me

(I love you)

Suddenly

You come to me

Telling me that you have been in love with me

(Oh yes I do)

Suddenly

You come to me

Telling me that you have been in love with me

(But we know that's not true)

Suddenly

You come to me

Telling me that you have been in love with me

(Baby we gon' be alright)

Today's a new day - another chance for you to change

Cover the scars on my heart - won't think about the pain

My heart was bleeding I did my best to remove the stains

I'll let you be because you told me to just stay out your way

I pray daily for God to show you His mercy

And forgive you for your flaws cause I know you don't mean to hurt me

Or at least that's what I think - honestly that water's murky

Wanted to have a clean slate not just recycle what was dirty

I wanna believe you love me but your actions don't reflect it

Give your all to the whole world but when you're home I'm just neglected

How can you be the one killing the heart you claim you're protecting

And when I ask about it you leave and get all defensive

I know that you don't love me but I'm scared to be alone

You just push me to the side knowing that I keep holding on

I know God is working on you but why's it taking so long

Maybe you'll finally love me when you come home and I'm gone

Suddenly

You come to me

Telling me that you have been in love with me

(I love you)

Suddenly

You come to me

Telling me that you have been in love with me

(Oh yes I do)

Suddenly

You come to me

Telling me that you have been in love with me

(But we know that's not true)

Suddenly

You come to me

Telling me that you have been in love with me

(Baby we gon' be alright)

Suddenly

You come to me

Telling me that you have been in love with me

(I love you)

Suddenly

You come to me

Telling me that you have been in love with me

(Oh yes I do)

Suddenly

You come to me

Telling me that you have been in love with me

(But we know that's not true)

Suddenly

You come to me

Telling me that you have been in love with me

(Baby we gon' be alright)