open letter to my future self Lyrics

Don't surprise me with a baby

Do we believe in a god

Or are we become a demon

Rest assured 'cause I want to see

What the future will hold me

If my dreams will come true

And if all our pain

Will be worth it in the end

Whisper it in my ears

Push it into my heart

How much has changed?

And how are we the same

If we will ever find out

The meaning of our lives

And if I ask you just why

Would I understand?

Have we ended up just like mom and dad?

Please just be clear, you know we have had enough of

All the lies and the fake promises that we made up just to keep going

Who will I meet that will change us forever

Have we been in all the places we at least once talked of

Do we finally have that car, or do we at least know the bare minimum to keep it going?

Have we lost weight?

Have we won a fight?

Did I already met the love of my life

And stared at each other's eyes without saying a word?

But in the end I guess it won't matter that much

I just hope we are okay

Happiness is a luxury I hope we can afford

If you're reading this it means the pills didn't work and we're still alive and I hope to see You tomorrow