in my feels Lyrics

Just gimme a sec to let it breathe yeah

Spent a decade dedicated to defeat

Decomposed is just the state in which I be

I feel the maggots in my stomach

Feeding on me in the moment

They'll move on soon as they find another meat

At a loss debating what I'm supposed to be

Swear I haven't had the energy in so long

I'm beyond the point of breaking and it shows

Yeah my soul's gone slush

All things come to expiring time

So don't trust in safe bets up on your saints bed

Down in your basement the concrete is splitting

The water soon rise it'll flood your whole building

Tell me

How many pennies is Yahweh

Pitching in the wishing pool for you

Do you wish His rule for you

Sipping witches brew

But what that interest due gone do to you

Cast a spell or two

But Vernon's words ring truer

As the light fades from my future

No allure left in anything

Is that my depression, or am I just less impressed

No allure left in anything

Is that my depression, or am I just less impressed

Imma sit and ponder for the weekend

Kick my feet around over the cliffs edge

Wonder if my life's ever gone peak yeah

Cause I'm doubting that my road has got a gradient

I'm sick and tired forcing smiles when I'm faking it

It's like I'm blind and trying to find & climb the precipice

There's no divine that I've subscribed to help me savor it

Like I'm a slave to the pain

I'm so ashamed of it

Like I'm a slave to the pain

I'm so

I'm out of pocket

My centers wonky

I doubt I've got this

My rock's been overshot by paper's process

And tho I'm logged in

I feel I'm AFK most days

Ambivalence is the fence I keep my cares encaged

My heart's a perilous plate

Perched in precarious way

Fear of nefarious intend

Leaves me hilariously strained

So I just stare at the cement

Til the despair dissipates

And then from there

I guess we'll roll the refrain

Look

I used to think in spandex

Without it I just panic

A racing heart plus shallow breathing

Crying out alone

But now I'm chasing static

Keep smoking up my attic

Keep pepper on my pallet

And I only think in poems

I used to think in spandex

Without it I just panic

A racing heart plus shallow breathing

Crying out alone

But now I'm chasing static

Keep smoking up my attic

Keep pepper on my pallet

And I only think in poems

Just gimme a sec to let it breathe yeah

Spent a decade dedicated to defeat

Decomposed is just the state in which I be

I feel the maggots in my stomach

Feeding on me in the moment

They'll move on soon as they find another meat

At a loss debating what I'm supposed to be

Swear I haven't had the energy in so long

I'm beyond the point of breaking and it shows

Yeah my soul's gone slush