MY LIFE Lyrics

I used to wear my heart out on my sleeve

Now I keep my heart hidden real deep

Cause I don't trust the way you changing on me

Come around for a minute then you gon leave

As a child, had a hard upbringing

So I focused on the music, started singing

And I fell in love with the beats

I'm trynna tell the people this is more than a dream

Like damn

I been through some shit that you won't ever understand

Been to hell and back but I know God's got a plan

I've been feeling lonely, I just wanted me a friend

But they did me wrong, again and again

Oh, it's time that I let go

I'm picking up the pencil

I'm trynna heal my mental

Everyone that did me wrong, they all tried running back

But I don't got no time to play like I been on the bench

I been deep up in my thoughts, I'm deep up in my head

I'm focused on the music, focused on the bread

Cause people always change, but the money don't

I'd rather not go and get high, cause it can't fix these lows

I feel like Macaulay always home alone

I don't wanna talk DND on the phone

A lot of pain but I never let it change me

I don't trust because the realest one's betrayed me

They trynna hop up on my wave like they the Navy

You used to be my friend, but now you hate me

Say that you my friend but you did me cold

I don't really trust, I don't do that no more

Rather be alone, ya I'd rather be alone

Struggling with pain and then I did it on my own

Where the fuck were you when I was crying out for help

Dealing with this pain and then I did it by myself

I still did it by myself

You always came but you always let me down

Took my heart and then I put it in the ground

Took my heart and then I put it in these sounds

I don't trust the words coming out your mouth

I know the shit you did, I wish that I could air it out

My problems building up while you been trynna tear me down

I tried to tell you what you did, but you ain't hear me out

Shit is crazy cause I know you fucking hear me now

Alone, all I ever feel is alone

The phone, nobody's picking up the phone

Took so long to build this bridge, now I'm like fuck it, let it burn

Tell me why you preying on me, you don't even go to church

They say pain is a lesson and we all gotta learn

But tell me when the fuck you gonna get what you deserve

Cause I was there for you when you was down at your worst

But you dipped out for a bitch when I needed shit in return

But I guess that's how it goes

And I guess that's how it works

Can you tell me why

Can you tell me why

Can you tell me why, ya

Can you tell me why

Can you tell me why

Can you tell me why

Ya ya, it's Ovi Wood