time machine Lyrics

Last night I woke up

Screaming in my head

I still think that

I see you now and then

And I cried that night

And then never again

Sometimes I struggle

To find the right words

I'm trynna be brutally honest

But If I'm honest

I don't know just how I feel

I wake up to a dream of you

Visiting me in my sleep

And I was two months sober

Just to throw it all away

What it's in reality

Benzodiazepine

Form a giant

Form up the red sky

Missing pieces in my head

Metal for fifteen meters

Off the ground

It's tanked up

To the brim

Got the power on

And the armor packed

In my head

It's paper-thin

And if you can't be honest

Maybe I don't wanna know

I don't wanna hear it

Anymore

Oh my god

How I stood still

When I found out

Your wish was fulfilled

Last night I woke up

Screaming in my head

I still think that

I see you now and then

And I cried that night

And then never again

To safety

Didn't even make it 'til eighteen

It wouldn't be right to say

That I had no idea

And I wonder if some talking to

Would've kept it from coming real

The last time we spoke

You said you had figured it all out

No doubt in my mind you knew

What your life would be about

Form a giant

Form up the red sky

How can I tell?

I still feel the same way that I did

I know that's the point

(Cried that night and

Then never again)

Before you died, I was a loner

I was scared of everything

Wish you were around to see me

And how far I've come since then

I'm finally growing up

I wish I talked to you that night

Turning eighteen and I find you

In the reflection of my eyes

To safety

Didn't even make it 'til eighteen

For L