four a.m. / ocean waves Lyrics

It's four a.m. and

I'm disconnected again

This rotation is hectic

Isn't what you expected

Feel my soul

So neglected

And this heart is protected

There's no more cigarette hits

So tell me why I can't help it

When I'm lost in the moment

And my self is withholding

In the poems I have told it

But my mind I can't close it

And I've taken the steps

Deep into words in my psyche

Thoughts'll zap me like lightning

They're just about all that'll frighten me

And some days I still like me

And some days I just might be

In haze with no visine

I wonder when I will find peace

Then I remember I found it

And I only just lost it

Once again Ive been clumsy

Let it out like a faucet

Cause the flow's automatic

And I really can't time it

It arrives when I'm driving

And I'm dry when you're eye is

On me I'm nervous

Because I'm being observed

And that's just not what my worth is

My vibration is earnest

I will earn it I swear it

Well no maybe declare it

And I pray you can hear it

When I play you these lyrics

Cause I've really been burning

Up inside and it hurts

But I know it's for purpose

Darkness is being converted

To the brightest and purest

In the light Ive been a tourist

In this life I secure

A place here a bit more permanent

And I know that I don't know

And I've learned I'm still learning

I'm just hoping I won't go

While the clock is still turning

But I don't believe in time

Which is kind of ironic

Because I wrote this in meter

And the vibe is platonic

The feeling is cosmic

These thoughts they won't stop it

So I'm on a space walk it's

Nice to get out and talk

To the stars - I depart

And then soon i arrive

Right back where I started

This time holding the light

Such is life as an artist?

Or such as life as the art

Such is life as an artist?

Or such as life as the art

Such is life as an artist?

Or such as life as the art

Such is life as an artist?

Or such as life as the art

Such is life as an artist?

Or such as life as the art

Such is life as an artist?

Or such as life as the art

Such is life as an artist?

Or such as life as the art

I don't remember which part is

Such is

Such is life?

Which part is?

As the art..

I don't - I don't remember

As the art...

Or such is life as the art

Amir!!

Such is life as the art

Higher!

Sometimes I don't remember...

Amir!

Come Higher

I don't remember

sometimes I....

Amir!!

I don't remember

..As THE art

Come Higher

Woah! .... wait, whats going on??

Come Higher My Child

Hello! Hello?

Come Higher My Child

is anybody here?

Amir!!!

Hello???

Come Higher My Child

Hello???

Come Higher My Child

Can I?

Fly Higher My Child

Can I? Im just tryna - I'm just trying to think okay! (such is life as an artist.....)

Fly Higher (or such is life as the art?....)

Fly Higher My Child (I don't remember which part is right..)

Hello? (Or what pieces are left? )

Amir!!!!!

Can You hear me?

Come Higher

is anybody listening? (....lets try that one more time...)

Come Higher My Child

It's Amir! (Such is life as the artist...)

Hello!

Im just tryna (Or such is life as the art...)

Amir!!!!

I'm just tryna (I don't remember which part is...right....)

I don't really remember... (or what pieces are left...)

Come Higher My Child

Come Higher!

Such is life as an artist?

Or such as life as the art

I am with you

I don't remember which part is

I am right here

I don't remember which part

I am with you

Such is life as an artist?

Amir...

Or such as life as the art

I am with you

I don't remember which part is..

Right, or what pieces are left.....

...ocean waves ...

In a state of poetic twilight

Somewhere between day and night

Dark and light

Vivid colors fill the sky

It's unclear whether the suns going up or down

It's been stuck there for a while

Up there for a while

Never goes away

Always coming back around

But it seems it's just stopped moving for a time

And reflecting on the ocean

And the Suns devotion

Dreaming wide awake

Lucid presence standing in the wake

Waves crashing all around

Some rise above the head

Wondering how to catch a breath

Wondering, wandering, so much left unsaid

Maybe for the best

East to West

Sunrise to Sunset

Somewhere in between