hope i bleed out on my sink Lyrics

Cause I give everything for everybody its like

Nothing I give is alright

I'm always tossed to the side

Stranded I'm an island

Left with nothing again

This is how it all ends

I'm always left here for death

Caution on my heart

Fragile marked on the sides

Signs of usage inside

Think I'm broken for life

Numbing everything behind this wall made of smoke

Hiding all of my features inside this bottle I hold

Nights been feelin bleak and my whole body feels tired

I'm wasting my time lookin at sparks from my lighter

Rings around my eyes look like tree stumps in a forest

Eons here in silence branches grew looking bent

Moss has grown inside my hair got bugs all over my skin

Blood leakin' out of my pores I feel so nauseous again

Got cuts all over my wrists

Oh god these scars have grown big

Last night I thought that I died

But I woke up here again

I'm upset

I'm addicted to my flaws

Love it when I'm feeling lost

When I'm bent over my sink

Wishing I just didn't live

I'm addicted to my drugs

Love it when I'm feelin sick

Love it when I cannot think

About this life I have to live

I'm addicted to my skin

Love it when I see it bleed

Like tears dropping in the wind

Hope I bleed out on my sink

I'm addicted to my thoughts

Love how they feel like a hug

I feel cold inside their arms

But I'm addicted to them all