Zoned Out Lyrics

I'm just trying to hold my focus

The hope is that I'll make it, but it seems hopeless

This hoe shit that I'm dealing with got my soul gripped

Strangled by my insecurities, that's a slow death

Zoned out in my head, it's just so chaotic

Boy, I got it's what I tell myself when I know I ain't got it

Been about it for so long, constantly mind is clouded

With the memory of living in gutters, I ain't forgot it

Past life, trying to put my past life

Back right behind me, but I really love the fast life

Damn right, hang tight, hold my position or push it forward

Man, I'm out here pretty deep like a 3 by Kyle Korver

Seeing tunnel vision, struggle living

Been to prison on a mission, built my wisdom

They released me, mind is spinning

How am I supposed to make a living

After I committed all these crimes that weren't forgiving

They define me by my sining can't let no one in

The walls are closing in, alone again, I'm zoning in

I'm holding in when I can hold the pen, I'm going in

I'm gonna win, ain't no one holding him, I'm blowing wen

The lows begin, it's getting cold again

And I don't know, I can't trust no one

So I really wanna lie low

Because I've tried so hard to take the high road

I ain't some side note, cracka ima high note

And I'm so so zoned

I said, baby, I've been zoned out, so gone

I'm just trying to hold my own down, so long

I'm ignoring all my phone calls, decline

And I know this shit my own fault, in life

I said, baby, I've been zoned out, so gone

I'm just trying to hold my own down, so long

I'm ignoring all my phone calls, decline

And I know this shit my own fault, in life

My thought process been getting so damn toxic

My stress has been unlocking these feelings

I can't drop them, just stop it, this ADHD

Got my mind running crazy, my heart is cold

Like it's sitting next to the AC

Prison condition, that's why they label me different

Ain't the right shade for this spitting

But I was made in the mitten, tell them that

I've had to struggle through trial and tribulation

Top ramen was too common for me

So I just embraced it, like, fuck it

I ain't nothing but will and determination

My feelings I've had to deal with, I locked them up in the basement

Trying to forget these memories, haunting me from my past

The skeletons in my closet been trying to put me on blast

I said, baby, I've been zoned out, so gone

I'm just trying to hold my own down, so long

I'm ignoring all my phone calls, decline

And I know this shit my own fault, in life

I said, baby, I've been zoned out, so gone

I'm just trying to hold my own down, so long

I'm ignoring all my phone calls, decline

And I know this shit my own fault, in life