Ashes Lyrics

Came up from the ashes, pick myself up, hoist

Came up from the ashes, pick myself up, hoist

Realized they weren't hearing me, so I spoke it twice

They didn't wanna turn around like a judge on the voice

Give you all my pain you'd fall right through the floor

Had the match and a spark I felt I needed more

God kept telling me to talk to em don't whisper, but roar

That flame inside hit the gas, that explosion let me soar

Waking up with no purpose, got me pushing myself harder

Can't sit still not doing nothing for my future daughter

Build my life now so my kids have more time with their father

Cause they gone need someone to help em swim, first just needa be there to help em wade water

I got no time to spare, watching my watch hands come full sphere

We both breathing the same air, made the same even if that's not how it appears

I'll make it fast just come near, stopped in your tracks like headlights to a deer

Late night talks about fear, to the ceiling about what I'm really doing here

Looked in the mirror, so many mistakes that I've made

My vision cant ever get clearer

Reflect on my life when I lay in my grave

Used to want love from my peers

Now my soul simply seeking that why every day

Hope I done caught y'all ears, and hear that I extend my love to all, even those that did me wrong and I mean that sincere

Came up from the ashes, pick myself up, hoist

Came up from the ashes, pick myself up, hoist

Realized they weren't hearing me, so I spoke it twice

They didn't wanna turn around like a judge on the voice

Give you all my pain you'd fall right through the floor

Had the match and a spark I felt I needed more

God kept telling me to talk to 'em don't whisper, but roar

That flame inside hit the gas, that explosion let me soar

Got more fuel to go, got more thoughts to note

Tried to take a break, my soul said vamonos

Sorry I had to leave, for now, it's adios

Too much to figure out, do it with audio

Weren't good for me, for my energy

Blood brotherly, told insecurities

No bye when you leave, it ain't hurt me

Only message I got was fuck you, guess ignore the pleasantry

Just don't waste your time or your mental to resent me

Oh you best believe I'm peachy

Chilling up wit my feet jotting on this loose leaf

Waiting till the day you're unstable and uneasy

Might send over a text but it ain't reaching

This the only time on this topic I'm speaking

You were stabbing tryna deepen, words wit no meaning

So I been dreaming so freeing, thanks for the space I'ma keep it

Came up from the ashes, pick myself up, hoist

Came up from the ashes, pick myself up, hoist

Realized they weren't hearing me, so I spoke it twice

They didn't wanna turn around like a judge on the voice

Give you all my pain you'd fall right through the floor

Had the match and a spark I felt I needed more

God kept telling me to talk to 'em don't whisper, but roar

That flame inside hit the gas, that explosion let me soar