procaine ft. autumndropsdead Lyrics

Break me apart, I'll probably like it anyways

Dirt in my heart, was the cause of the heavy weight

Living ain't smart, but it's better than eternal pain

With the way that I'm feeling right now, there'd be no way

Hot water pours down my head like it's procaine

I just dust off the rust, while they're still all joking

You hope that they notice, it's hopeless, you know it

I've lost grasp, will I get it back?

My only consolations momentary to my past

I reach out, both my arms, but the sky won't do it back

let it go, lay to waste, I may not be here tomorrow

Every day feels delayed, bitch, I feed off of the sorrow

Shits not a movie, this my real life man my old girl is a groupie

They wonder if I'm okay, I don't know I say it loosely

I just ran out of Percs, need some more before I'm moody

They can kill me that's the beauty

Sober days, no cannot relate

Ex mad, yeah, get out my face

Can't talk she busy at raves

Laced pills, yeah, they are my favs

Death soon, oh, this is a race

Not worth the stress, she in love with the chase

In an out, I ain't leavin' a trace

Crackin' cards, but beatin' my case

Don't wanna talk about it

Don't wanna think about it

Now you stalkin' on my page, I know you read about it

She still playin' all my songs, she think she slick about it

And I'm never goin' rehab makin' sure about it

Hot water pours down my head like it's procaine

I just dust off the rust, while they're still all joking

You hope that they notice, it's hopeless, you know it

I've lost grasp, will I get it back?

The tide casts I can feel you tugging on my heart

It's getting colder, hold her

It was a set up from the start

Hold it still, steady pace, but it never works out

My wrists break from the rain as I fall to the ground

I've been up for two whole days

I can't sleep blow out my brain

Xanny bars help numb the pain

Need your love right in my veins