20 MISSED CALLS Lyrics

Cause I've had 6 beers and 20 missed calls

Oh the trait that I've been missing is balance

I cry tears of 40 proof salt

And the vodka doubles back to my palate

I wish the pain was as fleeting as the happiness

I wish my shame didn't make me such a masochist

It's like it pulls me down

I'm sinking into it

Mind running wild like I missed my dose of Ritalin

I know

The words in my Iphone

Are probably right

I pull my covers down

I'm getting sick of this

Stomach turns over cause there's nothing in my system but bile

Oh it's been a while

Since I've been alright

Oh I've got this feeling that I hurt somebody

The cigarette burn on my shoulder's throbbing

To make it all worse I don't know who saw me

I hate that my curse is my only hobby

Cause I've had 6 beers and 20 missed calls

Oh the trait that I've been missing is balance

I cry tears of 40 proof salt

And the vodka doubles back to my palate

I wish the pain was as fleeting as the happiness

I wish my shame didn't make me such a masochist

This isn't happiness

I traded ignorance for sappiness

And bludgeoned my emotions till they acquiesced

That all that I feel

Gets forced into my bottle

I'll play human calculus

Run the numbers on your realness

I carry my ones when my ego can't feel shit

I lose my mind

Halfway down the bottle

So I'm a stranger to grace, and having stable talks

The words come out with no brace, the conversation walks

And that's the hurt that I hate, I'd rather sticks and rocks

I feel the safest escape is in a trace of chalk

Cause I've had 6 beers and 20 missed calls

Oh the trait that I've been missing is balance

I cry tears of 40 proof salt

And the vodka doubles back to my palate

I wish the pain was as fleeting as the happiness

I wish my shame didn't make me such a masochist