Insinuations Lyrics

The Psychological Constructs of a Far Off Mind

Now I don't get angry too often

I like to keep the peace and all that

Let bygones be bygones

But there is one thing that kinda cuts right to core with me

And I know exactly why

It's something my ex did to me over and over and over and over again

Creating what most refer to as a button

One that shouldn't be pushed

Cuz here's the thing

If you don't trust me, that's what you should say

I mean I'll have the solution real quick

But I don't know why she thought she was special

Like she had some six sense that let her see where people were, what they did & when

I mean if she did it wasn't working right haha

Please Lord, please would you tell me why

I mean maybe she was seeing into alternate realities or something huh

But hey, whether it's

Real or fake, it's all a fabrication

An overwhelmingly immersive sensation

Miss me with those senseless insinuations

Being sensitive? No they practically accusations

Looking back to those days, I must admit

In retrospect, you had immense determination

To believe something is how you think it is even if it isn't

I guess its true what they say

You, me, we living in

A world of our own creation

Trust me, I know it's hard to see through devastation

Like dust clouds of dropped bombs from foreign nations

But tell me, who usually hold the key to a lock

Tell me aren't limitations developed through hesitation

You been beating round bush

All around it, you been walking

So I touched upon the topic

But the listening it stops

Now you go & get to talking

The intensity it rises

At the root of it all

Your anxiety the cause

It changed all my feelings

Kept my heart from you remaining

Everything that I could want

This is not a song about making you the villain

This was my experience, I know that you had yours

Please don't get me wrong because I loved you all along

But love without trust is a love that don't last long

Yeah, lets be real, you ain't trust my ass, no, never

To be clear this not bout finding someone better

Even though you always made it out to be that

When it came to you and me

I always tried for it to be

Just the same as my name, yeah

Infinity, that was the fantasy

Eternity, we bonded spiritually

The end of us don't justify the means, no

To this day I swear I never cheated

You was so scared of me leaving

Fear of abandonment

It pushed you to your demons

Whether it's

Real or fake, it's all a fabrication

An overwhelmingly immersive sensation

Miss me with those senseless insinuations

Being sensitive? No they practically accusations

Looking back to those days, I must admit

In retrospect, you had immense determination

To believe something is how you think it is even if it isn't

I guess its true what they say

You, me, we living in

A world of our own creation

Yeah, a world of our own creation

I guess it's true what they say

You and me, we living in

A world of our own creation