Reflect Lyrics

I came a long way from the kid that put out Reach

That was a hard summer, I was hoping I could preach

It turns out the one who needed preaching most was myself

I was lost like a sheep that was yelling out for help

Help me

For help, but the help ain't come

Unless they was in the dorms and slid over

Waiting for the small talk to manifest to what I'm waiting on

And then I tell the therapist to bend over

Lost brother

They tell me I should practice what I preach

You trying to represent but you be digging in me deep

And then you fall back

I thought that you were sweet, I gave you all that

Well you live and you learn

I wasn't yours, baby girl, it was only your turn

To fix this broken ass heart that I was making you earn

It was impossible, nah

To think that you could tame me

Very comical

You just a chapter in my book and I write chronicles

I always knew that I was wrong

Coping with stress, added onto things that don't belong

Cheated on my girl

Man, I did her wrong

Convinced myself that I was justified

Commitment wasn't strong

But those was just words

Our spirits consummated, that's a marriage served

That naïve love you had, girl, I ain't deserve

But I fell for her touch

And you fell for the thrust

Because you thought I was just

Thinking back, I don't know

Was it love, was it lust

Maybe love but I know that it wasn't enough

We both got burnt, now we hesitate if we can trust

You was there when I couldn't handle life and it was rough

And so I cherish you

I remember always saying I would marry you

But I was moving selfish, wasn't fair to you

And even though you cared, you wasn't fair to me

But I'll leave it like that

New stage in my life, spread the gospel with raps

Wholeheartedly

If I die today I want a part of me to be left here

And encourage those to come and follow me

On this path to the truth

God gave his task to the youth

And so I preach knowing that there's a chance that I'll be martyred

Oh well

Can't beat this mission I done started

Just reflecting where I came from and where I'm charting

Praise The Most High