isolation (sped up) Lyrics

Losing my patience

Tryna find consolation

I'm my own best friend

Cuz I feel the best when I'm alone

Trying to survive my mind

Losing every grasp of time

The bright side of the moon

Illuminates my room

Isolation's how I'm coping

Lord knows I need to focus

Living in delusion

Constantly confused don't

Think anyone noticed

My absence on short notice

But honestly it's cool cuz

I barely even knew ya

Isolation's got me feeling like I'm missing out on

Things, but I don't know how to cope with what's in my

Brain, so I just keep on stickin to myself and

Writing songs about it

Cuz that's what keeps me sane

My last situationship was fucked up

I blamed it on myself but that was fucked up

For a minute I just thought that I had bad luck

Cuz he just wanted

I didn't want to

We didn't bother

Yeah

And usually I get off by my lonesome

But he was moving to me like he found the one

Now I'm wishing that we had a different outcome

Cuz he just wanted

I didn't want to

We didn't bother

Yeah

But I'm tired

And uninspired

Wish things were nicer

I don't know if I can go on

The way the world moves

Burns out my damn fuse

Pass me a lighter, now I'm gonna smoke in my room

My friends know that I've tried to fight

Through the slow mornings and lonely nights

Hope it all feels better soon

And I have my own place by June

And someone to buy me roses

And blow up my phone motifs

I'm scared to make commitments

I pray next time it's different

I'm tired of my excuses

And causing my own bruises

Cuz honestly I've screwed up

And it's been getting too much

Isolation's got me feeling like I'm missing out on things

But I don't know how to cope with what's in my brain

So I just keep on sticking to myself and writing songs about it

Cuz that's what keeps me sane

Isolation's got me feeling like I'm missing out on things

But I don't know how to cope with what's in my brain

So I just keep on sticking to myself and writing songs about it

Cuz that's what keeps me sane