What it means to be a soldier Lyrics

I got a mailbox full of junk

And a heart full of nothing at all

I proudly wear it as a belt

To hold your grudge up and well

Try to take so much care of it

Hoping one day I will heal

The past that once haunted us down

I will save you, and ill drown

I don't know what im supposed to feel

But I'm dying at the end

I'll jump in front of the train

To keep you from reaching your end

And I know that is not ideal

But a soldier must protect

I don't know what that means

But I swear, I'll try my best to be

I got a thought once in a while

On how life just goes by

And I'm observing how they change

And I'm feeling how I change

And I'm so empty inside

The rocker I built for my inner child

Is cold and broken like a mould

That wasn't supposed to be used at all

And I don't know what im supposed to feel

But I'm dying at the end

I'll jump in front of the train

To keep you from reaching your end

And I know that is not ideal

But a soldier must protect

I don't know what that means

But I swear, I'll try my best to be

To be

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Soldier