losing (the light) Lyrics

Hold up baby you gon' ride with this

You be living like you die with this

I don't think it's okay if you're faded

Look me right up in the eye I ain't playing

One of my homies ain't been around no more

Need reconciliation it's a task they don't know

Living the cold summer

I went down in ashes I'm too attached

And I ain't see the casket it's way too tragic

It's way too tragic yeah

It's way too tragic

I been on the wave for sure

Ain't no trippin' in a rave no more

How it go so long until we done

And the shooters asking where you gonna run

How you blowing up my phone like you got it on repeat yeah

I been charging features that's why I gave you receipt

Lookin' down from the high rise I'm surprised that you still lie

Got it up your sleeve but you ain't gonna be asleep yeah

Drakes running on stage yeah trigger finger wave yeah

Solitude won't help when I'm hurting for your grace

Stop sending my checks I won't put it in the bank

Got links on my neck 'cause I already been paid yeah

I'm sick of taking BeReals I don't feel real no more

Medicating with the numbers like I'm counting up the hundreds

What am I even doing this for

I'm ashamed uh

I'm ashamed this kid a Christian

But this news don't feel convicting

Can I practice what I'm spitting yeah

Can I practice what I'm

Something's missing yeah

One day I realized that it's gon' be hard to get through it

These potholes just show up in streets are likely to prove it

My mask on and I don't give in when they sayin' remove it

I can't remove it

Scars are blocking this feeling of seeing the light

Afraid I might lose it