Startin' Nova Lyrics

Yeah yeah yeah

I don't know who I could trust

It's been a void

It feels like everyone I meet I'm often feeling so annoyed

Matter of fact I used to judge a lot before I saw the context

The message getting clearer like I just put in my contacts

I been tryna gain perspective tryna change my mindset

Looking back at my mistakes and looking from a hindsight

Wondering if I'd make it work

Been tryna get the time right

Always liked laying low but you just want the limelight

I been whipping in my aunties rover

Would you love me if my mind was sober?

I moved from Texas now I'm out in NOVA

New relationships I'm starting over

Visit back a different mind frame

Would you love me if my minds changed?

Cause I don't think we think the same things

Cause I don't think we think the same things

It's like we reading different books, we on completely different chapters, when I see you we both think we on the same page

We in completely different states, I had a hurricane of thoughts, you felt a shower but we thought we felt the same rain

Saying that I'm cool

When everybody askin

They saying what's the move?

I said I'm working on my passion

Whenever I'm gon make it everybody gets their ration

But only all the people that believed before it happened

I got big dreams

How come that's it's unrealistic

Gotta be a little psycho when it comes to music business

Imagine what could happen if you quit being so pessimistic

Cross all my neck and my jeans they both my true religion

Keep coming back to you time and time again

In reality, I just wanted to call you an old friend

Thinking back

Thinking back

Thinking back

Thinking back

I been whipping my aunties rover

Would you love me if my mind was sober?

I moved from Texas now I'm out in nova

New relationships I'm starting over

Visit back a different mind frame

Would you love me if my minds changed?

Cause I don't think we think the same things

Cause I don't think we think the same things

I'll be honest it's been hard to keep my head high

All these years passing on

Am I the same guy?

Losing friends more than I can comprehend

Thinking one day I'm gon have to pay for all these wretched sins

Like

Time is an essence

Tryna treat my present everyday like a present

Tryna learn these lessons from my father a reverend

Tryna learn about a lotta different perspectives

I know my hearts built different

My pains been building

But I keep on moving on

I think it's time to face it

I don't feel so strong

Half the time I don't even know what's going on but then it comes to me when I go grab a pen and right a song

What's your perspective?

I'd like to know

Cause everytime I see the other side it really helps me grow

I been tryna understand why people always go and hate

In conclusion now I understand that they got different plates

They got different homes

Different stories

Maybe they're alone

Maybe they parents died, they skipping school and no one hits their phone

They seeing life through all the struggle something that they shouldn't know

Often taking them to places that nobody wanna go

Keep coming back to you time and time again

In reality, I just wanted to call you an old friend

Thinking back

Thinking back

Thinking back

Thinking back

Thinking back