ESSENCE OF CHAOS Lyrics

I'm not okay

No it's not up for discussion

Can't believe you changed

We breaking

We falling no repercussions

You act so fake

All of this time

I knew you was bluffing

Our separate ways

I keep a stick you better get running

Aim at his head I'm letting it spray

I caught him lacking he act cliche

His girl she be playin my music

She said it's stuck on replay

I told her yeah I really do this

She really like what I say

But I only tell her excuses

So she gonna tell me I'm useless

I don't like people so don't introduce us

And I know that she she gonna treat me so ruthless

I'm fucking done with all of her bullshit

Hope that she tell me she feel like a nuisance so clueless oh wait

Why you only tell me that you love me when your off it

I know I've been distant I ain't seen you often

Let me break down cuz I don't wanna talk yet

Losing track of time But I can't seem to forget

That I'm all alone in the end

And I've never really had friends no

Always stuck playing pretend

Waking up counting my meds

They make me feel like I'm dead

But I guess that's the new trend now

My thoughts are getting way too loud

Aim at his head I'm letting it spray

I caught him lacking he acting cliche

His girl she be playin my music

She said it's stuck on replay

I told her yeah I really do this

She really like what I say

But I only tell her excuses

So she gonna tell me I'm useless

I don't like people so don't introduce us

And I know that she she gonna treat me so ruthless

And I'm fucking done with all of her bullshit

Hope that she tell me she feel like a nuisance so clueless