Pressure Lyrics

All this pressure weighing on me, I feel like I'ma die man

Hanging from my neck, am I suffocating or shining

I'm asking legitimate questions

Won't take a casket til I'm given perspective

Til then I'm crafting and I'm smithin some weapons

Every single day it's do or die

Even when you wake in the morning

Hit the mirror, and ask who am I

Cuz no one's pressing up on you to try

It's gotta be self-motivated, upkept

Or else it's euthanized

You can love it or leave it

Go above and believe in

Every word you write and spit on records

Or just duck and keep it

Hidden on a hard drive

Locked away like it's something secret

No repercussions or reaper coming

Just stomach eating away at you every night

While your brain is just tossin, turnin

Begging you to make it right, maybe offset the losses, yearnin

To find the right course of action, maybe start the trail

To get some answers, scratch my name into the fucking hardness scale

So much pressure, depression, just expecting this

Fuck

So much pressure, depression, just expecting this second

I'll get it, lessen the lessons, maybe catchin

Alright, yeah, yeah, yo

So much pressure, depression, just expecting this second

I'll get it, lessen the lessons, maybe catchin some blessings

Shit

Trade for a sneeze, I been desperate, request it

In any fashion you can give it, no exceptions, accept it

Just wanna, kick for a while, maybe cherish it God

With the fam, do it for Nick, Kyle, Eric and Rob

And make an impact, is this hysterics or nah

Try staying intact, under all this pressure, façade

Working to keep up a smile, pacing to keep from a spiral

Facing my own thoughts, face it, wasting deep in denial

Cuz look, among these people, man I'm seekin the title

Not for fame or for glory, cuz just like breathin it's vital

Without it heart doesn't function, body's too weak to adapt

Music's the spark to combustion, guides me to freedom at last

Even with closed eyes, see the truth like I'm reading braille

Can take the pressure off, til I leave the booth and exhale