Last October Lyrics

She told me that it's over now, oh well

That last October felt like hell

Now I've grown colder, in my shell

Will I be okay, time will

Tell me

Is this really real

Is that how you really feel

I act like it's no big deal

But it's just like I've been killed

Life's not fair

Gotta cut her off

Like she did my hair

So the weight gets dropped

Been waiting for a shot

Still chasing

I know that I should stop

But she's amazing

Why do you gotta stay stuck in my mind

I think about you all the time

Gotta brush you off to the side, yeah

And I got a few things to decide, yeah

Cos I still feel like I did back then

And we can't take back all that's happened

But you say you feel the same, then why'd it have to end

Why's it hurt to be alive, we died as friends

She told me that it's over now, oh well

That last October felt like hell

Now I've grown colder, in my shell

Will I be okay, time will

Tell me

Is this really real

Is that how you really feel

I act like it's no big deal

But it's just like I've been killed

I felt like I knew you

We had a strong start

Cos we both blew through

The talking part

Heart to hearts, and a few drunk nights

Panic attacks, but we made it alright

It's changing

Used to be vivid

Now the colors are fading

Stomach feels twisted

And I feel so anxious

Dangerous staying friends now

Painless or is that really pretend now

Cos I still feel like I did back then

And we can't take back all that's happened

But you say you feel the same, then why'd it have to end

Why's it hurt to be alive, we died as friends

She told me that it's over now, oh well

That last October felt like hell

Now I've grown colder, in my shell

Will I be okay, time will

Tell me

Is this really real

Is that how you really feel

I act like it's no big deal

But it's just like I've been killed