Making It So Lyrics

When I heard her say my name, first with the Ego, then the James, like it should be sang

Now I can dance the heartbreak, cause I've been aching every night and day, night and

day

What a price to be paid, when your pride made you afraid

Oh yeah, I'm led astray with a different way, I numb the pain, numb the pain

Oh now, I sound selfish, despite the hate I held in, but only time is telling when I'm

out of the depths I fell in

Stronger from the poison, you snake and serpents, just always be disturbing me at peace

Turning the pages, the looser the leaf

I never plateau, I reach and I reach, my faith is more than just a leap

You idolize and kiss the feet, you can lose, but never know defeat

And that's the truth, now go and tell it to the youth

Tell them about that

I'm making it so, I'm making it so, I'm making it so, I'm making it so, I'm making it so

I'm making it so, I never feel this pain in this life I live

I wouldn't have to climb on a stage and go through a masquerade every morning at 9 o'clock

I can mouth all the dialogue and play the executive

You've tried to make me that person, but that isn't me, that isn't me at all

They tell me to meet my maker, over and out on the breaker

That's a suicidal misconception, you must have lost reception

So please get to stepping, in another direction

To put it kindly, get the fuck out the way

Broken records, for several measures, signed off my signatures for new moves

So closer I appear, like blood moons, for once in a while I'll run from you

It's comforting too, to know I had something to lose

Red crumbing more than clues, breaking it off, there's no more damage I wanna do

But if it's music I'm heard through, I won't lie, this crossfire may hurt you

But it's something I revert to, comparable to an innate mind state

No longer self destructive and irate, no time for sleep, no time to lie awake

Back and forth to pace with anxiety, cause I know the tides will swing

Life is bouncing, full of truths and fallacy, you can choose whatever to believe

Death is a concept, life is a concept, and love is a concept

I'm just done, suppressing my conscience

And just where would you be if it weren't for my appetite

I know where I'd like to be

Where's that