Dalinar ft. Austin Y. Lyrics

I didn't mean

For the worst to happen

But it did

I talked to heaven

Looked for ways to take it back

Or I hid

I still remember

What was going through my head

Yet I'm the best forgetter

With my conscience

Hanging by a thread

Guilt got me inundated

Inebriated

Numbing is easier

Than forgiving myself

I know you didn't mean

For the worst to happen

But it did

You waited for my forgiving arms around

And you hid

I don't know how to reconcile

How mad I am at you

With the knowledge that you are

Who you are

And not what you do

Guilt got you inundated

Inebriated

Nothing is harder

Than forgiving yourself

I'll reach to love you

Place my grief on the highest shelf

And if I cannot be around you

Know I still

Know I still wish you well