The Reward Is In The Pursuit Lyrics

Run

Hurry up flea

Gotta catch the train for it leaves

Gotta run away with the lead

For the weight of my own indecision

Decide that I've come far enough

And I freeze

Hold my breath

And I try not to breathe much

One false step shit one small breeze

Could be it for the man that has

Literally clawed from to deepest

To get just a little less deep

Damn, that's a lot to think about

I wonder if I'll ever

Get as far as I can see

Cause I can see a lot of pretty things

But the one that's not quite clear

Is the line how to

Get from A to B

Moved west backtrack move east

Went south then shit got deep

They telling me to leave

I tried to get away

By escaping the place

But the place to escape was in me

Well

Well I ain't really moved in a minute

Less I'm talking how

I'm moving independent

And I don't gotta send it

I been taking this shit on my own

And I get personal delivering

The message

Try to count my blessings

But every other second I been

Second guessing every other

Thing that I been blessed with

More quest more questions

Only difference is I'm in it now

It used to have me dipping

Like a test strip

Screams like hello hello

Sorry I was in a daze

And I couldn't recognize

That it was you

Brain like jello jello

Plus I'm not that good with names

I got a lot up on my plate

It isn't food

Must be the devil devil

Got me on a different level level

Maybe I just feel it's sum I gotta prove

So I channel channel

All the energy I got inside my body

As I'm eying up the target

And I line it up and

Shoot

Nothing else I wanna do

Struggle I'm making it through

Crumble and lose

Pick up the pieces and go

The reward is inside the pursuit

No matter who

Holding me back

Got the fire in my eyes

I'm doing fine

Sticking like glue

These are the days of our lives

Reward is inside the pursuit

The reward is inside of that

Like I'm not looking around

Tryna find where they hide it at

Like I'm not overthinking it

Blink and I'll miss it

Despite all the time I had

Conversations with my sis

I know that my tone seems lifeless

When I talk to my dad on the phone

I can tell that he's older

And I just deny it

Like I'm tryna write this shit

He doesn't know what it's like

But I know it's on me to explain it

They say a sign that your growing

Is not that your problems are gone

It's the fact that your problems

Are changing

Just got a house tryna make it a home

But I'm not really in there to make it

Just got engaged to a saint

Who believes in me more than myself

And she pushes me

Even when thankless

Blessings on blessings

Amazing like grace

But what's more amazing is

I'm graceless

No one told me I would hate this

Almost more than I could love this

No one told me bout the changes

No one said it feels disgusting

But no one told me it's the greatest

Stuck between two generations

I'm just blurring out the pain

There's nothing left for me to say

But line up and

Shoot

Nothing else I wanna do

Struggle I'm making it through

Crumble and lose

Pick up the pieces and go

The reward is inside the pursuit

No matter who

Holding me back

Got the fire in my eyes

I'm doing fine

Sticking like glue

These are the days of our lives

Reward is inside the pursuit

Shits crazy

Shoot

Nothing else I wanna do

Struggle I'm making it through

Crumble and lose

Pick up the pieces and go

The reward is inside the pursuit

No matter who

Holding me back

Got the fire in my eyes

I'm doing fine

Sticking like glue

These are the days of our lives

Reward is inside the pursuit