Grieving Again Lyrics

Come on David

You're stuck

You're stuck grieving again

You find your self not sleeping again

Thinking of your self as less than

As less of a man

Not forgiving yourself for situations that happened to you

But not because of you

You're shutting out yourself from the world

From your sister your grandma your girl

You're being selfish

You're not the only one going through these things David

Your family needs you David

They need you

Yeah I know

I know

Lizzie and grandma I got y'all

One thing for certain is that I cannot live without y'all

I know I get in my head and that could be my biggest down fall

But I promise I'm working

Yeah I promise I'm working

But sometimes I just want to close the curtain

I can't help but feel like life ain't worth it

I don't know if I need to re-find my purpose

Or maybe visit a couple churches

I mean

Only find my self at ease

When I'm asleep

But that ain't saying that much

I know I ain't praying as much

Not going to let it hold me down I mean it

Imma' work on my grieving

My grandma my sister and girl

All the reasons

I done lost it all and scared to lose again

Taking care of granny from boy into a man

Back against the wall trying not break or bend

Stuck inside a trance waiting for it to end

I tend to give in granny praying for my sins

She got praying hands say amen

Amen

I tried to make amends

But it's hard to pretend

I know I got a gift feel like I'm a box

I find myself staring a clock

Trying to figure out when the grieving gone stop

I find it hard to breath when the grieving won't stop

I got a lot of problems

Only God can solve 'em

I look at my sister

All I see is momma

Dang man

I'm tired of feeling this pain man

This hurt can be fixed by no pain meds

It got my head spinning like blade fans

I got me feeling insane

I can't contain

The thoughts in my brain

I'm feeling mundane

I feel like Bruce Wayne

I need a Kape

Up up and away (Ka-Ka-Ka-Kape)

I need the escape

Heart so cold bout as froze as a blizzard

All I got is my grandma and sister

Stood in the fire and I caught some blisters

For the last memory of parents a picture

Tell me how I'm 'posed to feel

When my parents never hit they golden years

Feeling like my time on earth is overdue

Cause my life feel like it's overkill