Im Fine. Lyrics

I'm doing fine

I'm just waiting to move on to a better life

Everyone is telling me hold on and I know they're right

But I can't but feel like there's no story left for me to write

I'm doing fine though

Don't do conversation so I'll leave it on a high note

I prefer the darkness because that's just where my mind goes

I'm happy then I'm sad and I just repeat the cycle

But I'm doing fine so don't worry

Why you always in hurry

To assume I'm hurting

I know that you heard me

Tell you that I'm okay

Even though I've been going through my worst days

Even though it's like I'm never in a good place

I just keep a smile on my face

And ponder in this emptiness that nothing can replace

All my feelings seem to overlap

Anyways I just really gotta tell you that

I'm not really fine,

It's all just a lie

I just wanna die

But i ain't talking bout committing suicide

Just don't wanna be alive

Don't wanna feel like I

Always have to hide

From the things that I feel inside

I'm tryna power through it

But I'm really starting to lose it

The only way that I can deal with pain is through my music

They say pain is power but I cant seem to figure out how to use it

Sorry I had a little moment there

You gotta believe me when I tell you that I'm fine I swear

I'm Just having trouble with finding someone who really cares

I express my feelings and they disappear into the air

I'm doing fine but I struggle with relationships

Never had a choice but I guess that's just the way it is

I know it's gonna end badly but I can't resist

After everything I've been through I should probably see a therapist

But

I'm doing fine there's no need to prowl

Im just hoping when I'm older I can make my mama proud

It's just something to think about

I'm getting in my feelings now

But I'm doing fine

Why does everyone keep asking me

Even though my life's a huge catastrophe

I just need someone to be proud of me

I look at people from a different angle

Anyone can switch up even Satan used to be an angel

Lately I've been trying but I'm just not able

To think clearly so I sit here writing songs on my table