I Rather Lyrics

They're going to love me in the grave

All my life been treated like a slave

I been put my heart up in a cave

See the light but rather die than be saved

All my demons I just walked around ashamed

Put a leash upon the lion can't be tamed

Tryna trap me wit the food that they put up in the cage

I just laughed cuz I saw it was a phase

Yeaaa

And I left they ass amazed

They said I would be dead at eighteen

Shawty said she loved me burned me and I never was the same

Fourty on my waist Kirby I might blow the opps away

See the twelves upon my six I might speed off on a chase

Keep these bitches on they pivot, keep these niggaz out my face

God heard me as I struggled so he made sure I was laced

Life flashed before my eyes almost caught shots to the face

Feel like Fifty this is Ripley no belief right out the gate

Threw an Addy in my Simply I'm just trying to stay awake

Nightmares from the blocks my homies lives were took away

Fell from the top humbled now I need another taste

Put my dick down her throat and my kids on her face

Tried monogamy but honestly how much my heart can take

Tried loyalty but niggaz phony lying to my face

Got me looking up to God wonder what it's gonna take

Rather see me in my grave

I tried but I never been the same

Tried but I never been the same

I know that this jus another phase

Don't deserve my love anyway

Keep pushing I might catch me a case

Sliding with that burner on my waist

I know they rather see me in my grave

I'm moving at a whole different pace

Ain't no loyalty no more

Keep my distance I jus rather stay away

I rather go get this money on my own

These niggaz talk bout the old me that's old songs

Carved out my own path and told them boys so long

I thought that they loved me I guess I was so wrong

I thought that bitch love me I told that bitch so long

Threw a clip on the stick and that bitch hanging so long

Got the opps talking shit got the bloc singing sad songs

Better pray that God save you your soul about to be gone

I just been caught in my rage

I haven't slept in some days

My mind is stuck in a maze

I guess I'm stuck in my ways

Drop to my knees I'm singing amazing grace

Seeking for peace I still haven't seen a thing

Sipping this lean I'm tryin to catch a dream

So many drugs I can't even feel my face

She say she love me but sorry I don't feel a thing

I tried but I never been the same

Tried but I never been the same

I know that this jus another phase

Don't deserve my love anyway

Keep pushing I might catch me a case

Sliding with that burner on my waist

I know they rather see me in my grave

I'm moving at a whole different pace

Ain't no loyalty no more

Keep my distance I jus rather stay away