ASTRONAUT Lyrics

I was aware of everything

But i found that i understood nothing

Maybe he'd look at me the same

If i hadn't changed

To what i replaced

The more i move the less i am

He reaches for my hand

It withers to sand

He asks me where you are

I lie and say not far

Pointing at stars

I tell him

Hopefully he could be an astronaut

We might look small from the sky

And i know if you could see through violet

You might see him in my eyes

I'm a flower bending toward the sun

I lost my power now I'm trembling for a gun

I live in circles, so I'm back from where i came

I close my eyes anxious pray i don't wake up the same

Echoes in these halls are haunting, i see fallen robins

I been raised in radiation, caving, lost inside the mosh pit

I'm a hostage, running faucet for all that i foster

Parasites govern my body, when she left i didn't stop her

Forced to mourn the morning that i lost her

I'm a monster

Fossilize my posture, fought to falsify my honor

I been letting down my friends and family

For dreams that have banned me

Took advantage of a planet, i won't ever understand me

And i know i'm meant to be your guidance

Supposed to be your leader

But that requires virtue and honor

And i'm possessing neither

So i will tell you how i told my friends

I'll never trust myself to influence no one again

So i confess my sins in hopes that you will understand

That i cannot replace a god i'm just a fragile man

I'm so fucking sorry, wish i had the strength to help you

When you ask all these ghosts where i am

They'll probably tell you

Hopefully he could be an astronaut

We might look small from the sky

And i know if you could see through violet

You might see him in my eyes

Hopefully he could be an astronaut

We might look small from the sky

And i know if you could see through violet

You might see him in my eyes

I was aware of everything

But i found that i

Understood nothing

Maybe he'd look at me the same

If i hadn't changed

To what i replaced

Hopefully he could be an astronaut

We might look small from the sky

And i know if you could see through violet

You might see him in my eyes

Hopefully he could be an astronaut

We might look small from the sky

And i know if you could see through violet

You might see him in my eyes