What if we break up? Lyrics

I don't know myself anymore

I'm saying, judging so much

Walking sunny from my door

You're tryna help me but I'm not

I'm not ready to fall

I'm not ready to cry

I'm not ready to go past

You don't know how much it hurts

But i hope you'll understand

This is something that I'm not

And I'm something different

I'm not ready to fall

I'm not ready to cry

I'm not ready to go past

Cause I've been thinking all the days

Of all the crazy I've not had

I've been thinking my mistakes

And all the people that I've hurt

I'm not ready to cry

I'm not ready to leave you

Cause you are my mum

And, what if we break up?

I'm not ready to get up

I'm not ready to fall

I'm not ready but somehow

I stand alone and I'm gone

I don't know how much it hurts

I don't know how it ends

I don't know how it goes

But I know it began

Cause I've been thinking all the days

Of all the crazy I've not had

I've been thinking my mistakes

And all the people that I've hurt

I'm not ready to cry

I'm not ready to leave you

Cause you are my mum

And, what if we break up?

And I've been thinking all the days

Of all the crazy I've not had

I've been thinking my mistakes

And realized you were not there

I've been thinking about you

Cause I love you so much

Can't hate you but I do

What if we break up?