Trust Lyrics

The reasons why I stayed away in the first place

Are the same damn reasons why I'm here in the worst place

Difficult decisions, overthinking The worst case

Constant criticism never helping my mind state

Holding on to a vision

Steady making my mind race

I was focused on the mission

But was missing the constant

It was you

After everything that I've done put You through

You stayed the same and never Changed, i appreciate all you do

Always by my side ride or die for the cause

And you still right here you deserve an applause, lemme pause

Everybody looking for love

Listen up

I got something you can't put in your cup

It's called trust

Give a little then report your results

I guarantee that you will see a difference, and if you don't

Then try again

Cause if not then you won't

Find the one

I remember when I thought there was none, but I was wrong uh

And it's funny 'cause

I'm sitting here preaching about trust in love.

When I got trust issues myself

And it's something I feel

I'm constantly battling with

But it's all good 'cause

I've been pushing to do

And be better

But sometimes everything just builds up and

My emotions always pent up

Bills are due the rents up

Stressful situations

I'm complacent but won't give up

Watch me live up

My life that is

I write for this, then clench my fist And hit the wall

And worst of all i can't recall

Why I was mad in the first place

Stuck in my head is the worst case

Give me some meds and a first aid Like mamma look what your birth made

I'm solo, can't let go

I roll up then roll out

Walking by with my head down

I let it slide no play grounds

Grey hounds, ya'll better ride

Laying down I'm dead inside

Stay awake you still alive

Shout out to those friend of mine

Never have i had better times

I lay awake in the dead of night While shadows creep by the candle light

Throw the hook and they better bite

Throw the book if I try to fight

So I took a plea

But I don't agree what they did to me

Guess I'm public enemy

Myself might be the death of me

I just need that recipe

For success i'd wait a century

I just need that special key

But first I gotta get the rest of me

To let go

Of everything that's up in the way man

'Cause there's no excuses in this game man

I'm fully responsible for my future and what it beholds

All I'm saying is

Once I'm where i wanna be

Mentally and physically

Tell me what am I to do?

When I'm on the road without you

And you home alone without me On your phone about he on road You doubt he gone be Faithful

Baby girl I could amaze you

Look at all this paper I could trace you

Just the mere image personality what makes you

Pure originality

No fallacy to break through uh

I want you and all your problems

Everybody's got some type of demon, ghost, or goblin

And i try to play the man

If you got issues we can solve 'em

But i hardly can begin when i got just as many problems, yeah

Do I act just like my dad?

Constant insecurities, i worry till i'm mad

Lack of male maturity, obscurities my bad

I had tried to start explaining but i tripped up now you're mad, but i'm glad

Cause we always fightin' through it

Communication skills all but good Yet we make do with all our

Small talks and the long walks

Frequent trips to the dog parks

Soft lips sooth a hard heart

Mood swings out the ball park

Phone rings for a false start Thought we heard the bell

So we all bark

Do you think I'm dumb?

You too smart

Think I found the one

Someone who's heart

Won't fade away to a new start

When the times are tough

We gone Fight through

Ever leave me girl there ain't no Telling what I might do

I told myself if you leave me

It's back to dealing

Cause I've always had this feeling It's something sort of appealing

I'm a villain to the officers

A hero to the people

I could help you see yourself

And equip you to fight your evils

I just hope that you can see through

The deception, all the lies

Stop and look around then you may come to realize

That everything you've wanted has been here before your eyes