BORDERLINE Lyrics

They tell me they like me, I bet that they do

What if they dont, are they telling the truth

Put my fears in a box, and I won't let them out

So funny i'm running from traumas and dont even know what they're bout

Fuck all my friends, i'm about to digest, how it is to be lonely, i'm bout to be blessed

Hole in my chest, I made a mess, now that i'm lonely i feel depressed

Burst my own bubble to feel something, whenever I do I lose everything

Don't know what i write for

I don't sound like others and don't even know how to fucking sing

You think you're special to me, no ones special to me, I don't care about myself

So fuck all that drama, say that you hate me, guess what, also hating myself

Don't like what I do, but I love who I am, and you think you know me, don't know myself

I deserve better, don't want what I have

There's no need to be better, don't care bout myself

Do they even wan't me here?

What if they dont?

What if they do?

Am I what they say?

Not what you think

Borderline, yeah

Borderline, wooh

They say i'm so good when I turn it up

Don't like what I hear so I turn it down

Say what you want and say what you think

If you ain't gon' be honest, don't tell me none

Do they even wan't me here?

What if they dont?

What if they do?

Am I what they say?

Not what you think

Borderline, yeah

Borderline, wooh

I'm not alone when i'm by myself

All of these demons be haunting me

They're here and they say they wont ever leave

They're not what i need, so get out of me

Got kinda intense huh? I apologize and i'm sorry

Yet again, you dont know me, i'll show you intense if you want me

Stay by my side forever and ever, you'd wanna be lonely

How can I expect them to want me, when I don't even want me?

I'm trying to work on myself but it's hard when I hate me

I'm just messing with you, it is hard to improve when there aint no one who does it better than me

Who's better than me? who is better than me?

You think that you know who is better than me?

Nah you don't, don't at me with bullshit and say that you are

Try to reach me, you can't while im up on the throne

People are lying, they ask me to trust em', how can I? They'll probably break me again

Shit is intense, shit is intense, paranoid and i'm scared that they'll leave me again

They've done it before and they'll do it again, there's no doubt in my mind

I tried to hide, I tried to run, I can't predict where i'm going, take my hands off the wheel when I drive

And I pray to the gods that they save me before I go drive off a road, and manslaughter a -

Do they even wan't me here?

What if they dont?

What if they do?

Am I what they say?

Not what you think

Borderline, yeah

Borderline, wooh

They say i'm so good when I turn it up

Don't like what I hear so I turn it down

Say what you want and say what you think

If you ain't gon' be honest, don't tell me none

Do they even wan't me here?

What if they dont?

What if they do?

Am I what they say?

Not what you think

Borderline, yeah

Borderline, wooh

I'm not alone when i'm by myself

All of these demons be haunting me

They're here and they say they wont ever leave

They're not what i need, so get out of me

Told you to get out of me, I am the prodigy

I'm who you wanna be, hate how I got to be me

Hate how I got to be me

You think that I like how it all feels so lonely with people around me?

Running all day and I still can not flee

B-Bust down the window man i got to breathe, yo i got to

I get so anxious when people tell me that i'm good

Its even worse when they tell me i'm bad

How can they manage? Whatever they say i get sad

Tell me you like me, I might get obsessed

Tell me you hate me, I might make a mess

I'm F2K, it's so nice to meet you, tell me all about you and dont tell me less

What do you fear? Oh, what do I fear? Don't like being lonely

Hate when they leave me and when they don't see me, I can't be the only

To like the attention still hate when they stare, what you looking at me for?

Don't ask me things, I won't let you in, now i'm shutting the door

I'm me and i'll stay who I am

Dedicated to prove myself worthy to me

I'm chasing the person I wan't to be

And who I got to be destined to be

I'll do what I wanna do, say what I wanna say, be where I wanna be

If you don't like the path that i'm taking then you ain't gotta follow me in