One You Love Lyrics

She said don't call me again

Maybe I should I listen

Back away from women

Cause I fail with consistence

I'm no good for her

She's the best one for me

Best girl I ever had

Who could get me off my feet

But defeat

Is my winning streak

I have too many losses

My heart is feeling weak

And now she's gone

No reason to hold on

It's hard to make my bed

When I'm tryna build my shed

Broken by exes

They left me all the pieces

For me to start from scratch

And put together with adhesive

But it's hard

It's only getting harder

I'm sheltering all the pain

Because I don't talk problems

Worried I won't be accepted

Every few days a new perspective

Cause a friend passed away

And I don't know how to comprehend it

And now I stay away from church

I seen too many caskets

It's adding more tension

To my problems in my basket

And I wouldn't put it past her

If she didn't understand

It's a complicated life

She never had with her fam

She said she knows my pain

But I don't think she do

Only just because

She never walked in my shoes

And haven't done the same

I always had my dad

Always had father figures

Something she barely had

And now I'm upset

Because now she feels alone

Cause my support sucks

And I can't answer the phone

She said

Be more responsible

I'm sorry babygirl

Responsible is impossible

I ignore most my pain

And I push aside my work

Habit of forgetting things

Cause that shit just make me hurt

And I'm tired of hurt

Tired of making things work

When isn't priority

Man that's what you want from me

In 2019

I felt my most confident

Nothing bothered me

Cause the pain was irrelevant

Cause I never dug deep

But you brought that shit out

Now I don't know what to do

Especially figure it out

But I'm trying

But doesn't feel like enough

Yeah coming to the end

I think I'm giving it up

Just know

I hope you come around

I hope you wanna see us

Go from this to wedding bound

My goal is you

And I hope I am too

I know I'm the worst

Just wish you never thought it too