memories Lyrics

Another day goes by I'm walking on my own

Knowing that I will get home

And only be able to listen the tick of the clock

While I'm sitting in the couch

While I'm looking out the window

Another hour goes by

And I find myself praying for it to let me go

No but it doesn't stop does it?

Stabbing my bleeding heart with

Beats in my chest, there will be no rest

And I'll stay forever just being a mess

I need a recess and nevertheless

Everyday I can not see no progress

Because I look out my window and

The sun shines outside but it rains in here

Pushed you away from me and now I want you near

All these memories live in my head

I see you

In every corner, on the walls

In every letter, on my thoughts

In every road in every valley

In every lane in every cross

I'm trying not to come across

As the one who doesn't move on

But I can not really stop grieving this loss

So I wonder what's actually wrong with me

Is this who I am supposed to be?

Or maybe I'm stuck in here willingly

Either way I don't know what's going to happen

And that's what is gently killing me

Perhaps I'm tired and lost at sea

From the outside you'll look at me and disagree

But trust me, in my eyes the demons hide

And they've told me that I will never be free

The sun shines outside but it rains in here

Pushed you away from me and now I want you here

All these memories live in my head

I see you

You know that song they never heard

Cause I was a little too hurt

I listen to it everyday

I'm trying not to fall away

But it happens anyway

All these voices fade away

Oh no

The sun shines outside

But it rains in here (if you were here in my arms)

Pushed you away from me

And now I need you here (I think you would understand)

All these memories

Live in my head (that my heart's beating fast)

I see you (because it want so)

Another day goes by I'm walking on my own

Knowing that I will get home

And only be able to listen the tick of the clock

While I'm sitting in the couch

While I'm looking out the window

Another hour goes by

And I find myself praying for it to let me go