Trauma Drama Lyrics

It was a heated argument that evening

He left packing

He said he had tolerated enough

And above all self worth over disrespect

Peace of mind over all and that was all he wanted

I was in tears because it was late so I feared

And I wondered where he would lay his head

Dad and mom were far gone before he was 16

Dad was hard to visualize

But mom was the figure he could figure out even with his eyes closed

She was that one person he could idolized

If wishes were served on his table one thing he would verbalize

She was the only figure in the picture

The Alpha that taught him never to be bitter

She was the only one he got and wanted no harm close to her

Even if it meant pulling the trigger

But she was far gone

To him the best cook

In his verses she was the best hook

See this is just more than a story or a body of piece

I know another who could hardly visualize her mom

Dad is alive yet she feels he's far gone

Mom was gone right after she was born

And her existence to the family is like a scar

To them the cause of Mom's death

She stole mom's breathe

And now beauty is posing as an enemy

Beauty creating scenes of vulnerability

Recent happenings making her battle anxiety

Probably depression and it's far worse than oppression

I know another precisely a brother

Who we grew up together

Mom and Dad are all here

Yet life ambitions has made him lose himself

He is far gone

He was a whole mood

She was a whole vibe

Now they all turn numb

But what's my point

See I saw many people put on a smile

And looked all happy until they opened up

Many hiding their pain with the smiles

Many who still haven't made peace with their past and the inner man

Many things hidden

And it's sad we live in a society where opening up means weakness

Where people assume I'm okay text means fitness

I saw a post online

A brother died of hunger yet food was served at his funeral

Man was the solution but man will definitely blame God

A brother told me we live in a world where no one cares about your feelings

I saw a caring one turn cruel

Another lose her sense of humour

A friend drinking himself to stupor

They were all full of life and now they miss their own energy

A brother knew a lot of people

So it was assumed he had a lot of friends

Recently I heard he committed suicide

And left a notice I was never loved

I asked how but surprisingly that's reality

Smiles do not mean mental stability neither tranquillity

Many are on the go but their mental health is all alone and slow

We've lost ourselves trying to find others

And we've lost others trying to find ourselves

The loneliest people are the kindest

And the saddest the ones with the brightest smiles

Life comes with its trying times

Life issues eating a lot of people inside

But suicide is never an option

To our friends we urge you to open up

Learn to love yourself that's the ultimate love

Parents speak more with your kids

You'll be surprised what is hidden inside

Let's seek for help

I know we're all trying to figure out our lives but let's frequently check in on our friends

Have deep conversations avoid cliché ones

To everyone that is

hurt,broken or suffered any form of abuse

Anyone that is depressed all who feel empty

I assure you Christ is the ultimate helper

And he's ever ready to come to our aid

Come all ye who are heavy larden and he shall give you rest

And the peace of God which surpasses all understanding will guide your heart and minds