My Dark Well Lyrics

1992 I was born

Living a life with no source

Even though my heart has been torn

I still grip the mic and I soar

I, poured my heart out

And still I found out

It's never enough to be throned

I get no reply but I still derived

From that suffer and pain that I've known

Go

All that shit you're talking isn't all bad

Sometimes I forget just who I am

Living with depression isn't all bad

It helps me remember I'm alive

I've done wrong but It's done me too

Never forgetting on what it put me through

I get more shrugs than ever get more love

The second I get a minute I'm feeling there's no trust

And so I hang up the phone

Won't hear my voice but a dial tone

Don't get near me I might explode

I can never be controlled when I'm alone

Yeah

I'm trying to live my life to the fullest

All of this money I can't take it with me

So I've just been spending and spending so quickly

Those wicked decisions be haunting my memory

Maybe I cannot escape it

The thought of escaping

Has got me anxious I can no longer take it

Been drowning my pain and my sorrow in liquor

So much that I shiver and quiver

But isn't it crazy how we keep on chasing

The thought of a feeling of being complacent

But yet we keep slicing and dicing these vices

Been smoking and drinking I'm steadily sinking

Been battling over and over these monsters and demons

They're over possessive they tugging and screaming

Determined to keep me inside of the dark

And they're feeding me lie's like that's where I belong

But I know that that shit isn't true

Regardless of all of the dirt that I did and I still do

I keep on running through hurdles and hills too

Popping the tops of these bottles and pills too

I've been seeking

For something I really know I can believe in

The waters I'm treading I won't dip my feet in

They asking me why I say I've got my reasons

Am I ashamed or accomplished I can't tell

I have created my own hell

Are you feeding me flowers or bad spells

I feel like I'm stuck in this dark well

Spinning around in this Caldwell

Who can I trust I don't know anymore

Cause my burdens are coming to settle the score

And I'm gone