Don't wanna live Lyrics

If I died right now

Would you really care

Put my money in the grave

Ashes in the air

All them post about me made

But you weren't really there

But you weren't really there

Really you ain't never cared

Sitting back counting days

Like I'm really here

You can hate me it's okay

Life ain't never fair

You a game the way you play

Call you truth or dare

Call you truth or dare

To tell the truth we can't compare

To tell the truth I don't wanna live

Life been moving slow

But no I ain't talking Sid

But to be honest

I was more of a science kid

Depression I hid it

Like parents with yo brand new

Appliances

Huh

Before Christmas Day

She wanna kick it with me

But this ain't no mma

Got chicks in like every city

But it's who I want today

Really I'm loyal

Never been one to play

If I died right now

Would you really miss me

Or would I just be trend

Huh

No really

A couple post blm

Huh

You feel me

You wasn't even really my friend

You treat me filthy

You treat me like I'm something less

Can't stop this feeling in my chest

A couple shots let it rest

Fighting demons in head

If I died right now

Would you really care

Put my money in the grave

Ashes in the air

All them post about me made

But you weren't really there

But you weren't really there

Really you ain't never cared

Sitting back counting days

Like I'm really here

You can hate me it's okay

Life ain't never fair

You a game the way you play

Call you truth or dare

Call you truth or dare

To tell the truth we can't compare