mind of a freak Lyrics

I'm sick but they don't know what to call it

Bad habits I don't know when they started

Two fresh cigarette burns on the carpet

I tried to turn my demons into crosses

Karmas a bitch and I've done wrong

I still don't know where I belong

Took a shot but I always miss the target

This life ain't for the faint hearted

I gave it everything

I've got the mind of a freak

Life's not all that it seems

Don't know what to believe in I'm scared…

I've got the mind of a freak

I hear voices in my sleep

Sometimes I wish I could see what's not there

Toxic thoughts on loop I hate it

I wish these drugs would change it

I made this bed I lay in

Fall to my knees keep praying

Some days I wish I could hide behind make up

Light up and burn the whole bridge when they change up

Rather spend my nights alone than with fake love

I don't want to wake up

I don't want to wake up

I've got the mind of a freak

Life's not all that it seems

Don't know what to believe in I'm scared…

I've got the mind of a freak

I hear voices in my sleep

Sometimes I wish I could see what's not there

I've got the mind of a freak

Cry for help when I'm weak

Don't know what I believe

I'm scared

I've got the mind of a freak

Life's not all that it seems

Don't know what to believe in I'm scared…

I've got the mind of a freak

I hear voices in my sleep

Sometimes I wish I could see what's not there