Fake Smile Lyrics

I'm really struggling right now, not that much holds me right up

I was walking home from school and I stepped right in some mud

I fucking ruined my shoes, and I'm starting to give up

I tried to reach for help, but my friends didn't give two fucks

I only talk whenever I'm answering question in my class

I've been so eyesore lately, the time just doesn't pass

All my grades just drop, don't want no one seeing stats

I don't know how much more I can take

I make to much mistakes

I just need me a break

From expectations cause lately I feel I'ma break

I'll put on a fake smile for hours at a time

If you ask how I'm doing I'll tell you I'm fine

Everybody around me just steps out of line

But I can hold on, I'll hold on

Wear that smile for hours at a time

Wait hold up

I'm fucking done, I'll hang the phone up

Yeah, classes take to long like where's the bell yeah what's the hold up

They all push me in the halls they don't say sorry no atoning

So many people owe my money, all they do is keep on loaning

Everybody's talking shit I don't know what to do

And nobody ever agrees with my point of view

Cause I'll keep it silenced don't know what to do

Don't know what to do

Can't think it all through

I'm tired of acting like you never knew

I'll put on a fake smile for hours at a time

If you ask how I'm doing I'll tell you I'm fine

Everybody around me just steps out of line

But I can hold on, I'll hold on

Wear that smile for hours at a time