Desiderium (Fearful Betrayal Of Abandonment) Lyrics

You brought back a lot of happy memories but they hurt so bad

I let you in my heart told you everything you stabbed me right in the back

You ditched me now my life is horror

This curse you gave me is torture

Fuck everything fuck everything you stand for

Betrayal hurts when you leave like a slutty whore

I cut myself when you shut the door

Abandon me fuck me punish me more

Pack your bags don't come back your not welcomed here

I hate this life you made me cry out all my tears

Left in the darkness why do we hide in fear

They can't see but death is very near

God tortured me and the devil saved me

You wonder why I'm like this all my mentors are crazy

You say I act weird but the voice in the head is the one who raised me

Fuck everything fuck everything you stand for

Betrayal hurts when you leave like a slutty whore

I cut myself when you shut the door

Abandon me fuck me punish me more

You will choke on the cum you swallow

Everyone left and you decided to follow

Regret makes me wanna kill myself in sorrow

Fuck everything fuck everything you stand for

Betrayal hurts when you leave like a slutty whore

I cut myself when you shut the door

Abandon me fuck me punish me more