Paranoid Ex Addict Lyrics

Open my eyes and you're gone

Picture that

Big empty room

And I'm so sad

But what's it matter

Nothing ever seems to matter

To you

To you

To you

To you oh oh oh

What are we waiting for

I'm sure we're all just bored

I think you hate me

Just the way I hate me

I can tell by simple tones

My mom is just like me

Maybe I got it from her

My dads a narcissist

The least of my concerns

I am a paranoid freak

I get upset about any and everything

Please lock the door or else I won't sleep

And I'm not joking when I'm explaining how

I saw a man

I swear he's there

He's gonna kill us

Been planning it for weeks

Every night before I sleep

I take pills

But not the kind I used to eat

These ones are supposed to fix me

What are we waiting for

I'm sure we're all just bored

I think you hate me

Just the way I hate me

I can tell by simple tones

My mom is just like me

Maybe I got it from her

My dad's a narcissist

The least of my concerns

I'm not worried about it anymore

I'll just block all the numbers in my phone

Pretend I'm the last person on Earth

And when I'm gone it'll hurt them less I'm sure

Because the longer I go silent

The less I seem to be worth

I've been praying for a moment

No I don't even believe

But I wonder

If I thought hard enough

Maybe would things change for me

Or if I was born

Without these things clouding me

Where would I be

Would they be happy

Would I

Don't have a belief in me