first of the first Lyrics

Yeah, baby

It's the first of the first

And you know we get our money by the first of the month

So what about the first of the year?

I'm giving my all to this shit

Last year we was popping on the whole globe

But I dedicated myself to the city

So excuse me when I tell you this year I'm just having fun with it

No barriers, new sounds with it

I don't know if you got something to drink

Or you got something to smoke

But right now is the right time

To light it up, to pour it up

To have some fun

I will tell you a little bit about my story, about my coming up

You are invited to listen

Let's go

Yeah, hello world, here is the guy that had your weight on him

Sorry that you had to wait for him

They heard my song across the waves, across the state borders

Now let me introduce myself to the shareholders

To my mama, I'm a kid with a dangerous mind

Ever since my dad rejected me, left me behind

My big brother died a young age, it fucked with my moms

The pain was hurting deep, somehow it was breaking our bond

I got six little siblings, they wanted some love

And when I tried to end me I just could not get it done

We thought about a plan that would get us out of the slums

And when I recorded a verse, my bro was grabbing a gun

His resort was the streets, we both playing with drums

What you know about the crackles when you phoning someone?

We had drugs in our system to kill the empathy

Because where was your empathy when we had no electricity?

Tried to flip lines, sniffed lines

Told moms I'm sober, that's my biggest lie

I was in a downward spiral

Was quitting drugs 'cause I was getting too liable

Tried to resort to the bible

But I didn't found the page where Jesus escaped from the sirens

Put myself together, fuck the drugs 'cause I'm too clever

Without it I'm writing better plus I saw the tears of moms

When my brother was in jail and we cannot pay his bond

He was scratching lyrics on the outside of four walls

Had his first child right when he was coming out

Same time I relapsed and was somewhere writing bars

We both was not at home when my mama got her face punched

My stepdad got away but we promised that he will pay for it

The rest of her life she will have different cheekbones

There's some shit I cannot speak on

But trust me, you can feel this shit everytime I speak and they put a beat on

Even if they still sleep on me

My story is about poverty and fake love

The last time I sobered up was the last time I sobered up, I prayed for it

Met a girl that understood my coming up and cared for it

She a soldier and a boss, know how to give and take orders, hallelujah

But back to my story, without their approval

Had deep depression but I was getting through it

I got anxiety disorders 'cause my dad was a shooter

My therapy sessions cost more than your suits

A masseuse and cocaine from Cuba

We made a song about my fear of dying early and look at us

I would have less streams when my whole country was bumping it

I guess I fumbled and stumbled, lost a lot 'cause of stubborness

And the drugs in my past let me look way more like a junkie

But I feel like we made it, baby, now my ladie's Mercedes

The latest model, might fuck around, turn her to my baby mama

And this shit might be our chance to make it out

Maybe not this year's summer but some years summer

I was receiving a call from Bu, that's Akon's brother

My first thought was: "He mistakes me for someone"

He gave me his respect and even if he was not interested in working with me

Shit a milestone and a step

And that's that

Two hundred million streams on one song, not a discography

If you ask me, sounds like I was blessed

And that's that

Appreciate everybody of y'all

It's the king of the north

Yeah

Let this year be a hell of a year

It's 2023, baby

I'm surprised I made it this far

Depression, disorders

But as long as I got God I got everything

So, again

Let this year be a hell of a year

My name is Kidd

And fuck everything that was

Let's start new from here

Let's go