Suck It Up Lyrics

I know I should text you it's getting late

Make sure you're okay cause I know you hate

Sleeping alone in your bed

I'm in my head

I got to get away

I've been doing my best to be

The magic that you see in me

But I'm losing sight of where

I'm going

Going

Going

Going

Going

Going

Going

Going

Going

Go

Going out with your friends

And you don't understand

Why I can't just suck it up

I've been so lonely lately

But I can't communicate it

And I'm scared I've had enough

Now you're calling me

With everything that's wrong today

I wish I could help you but

I don't know what I'm supposed to say

Crying over split ends

Wasted on the weekends

Spending all your money

On coffee and serotonin

I know I need to hold you up when your down

But lately I've been having trouble

Getting off the ground myself

When you're around I level out

That's just not what I need right now

Going out with your friends

And you don't understand

Why i can't just suck it up

I've been so lonely lately

But I can't communicate it

And I'm scared I've had enough

I've been doing my best to be

The magic that you see in me

But I'm losing sight of where I'm going

I'm scared

That I can't just suck it up

I'm scared

That I can't just suck it up

I'm scared

(Oh look he's having a breakdown now cause he can't just suck it up)

You just don't love yourself

I'm scared

I'm scared

Going out with your friends

And you don't understand

Why i can't just suck it up

I've been so lonely lately

But I can't communicate it

And I'm scared I've had enough

I've been doing my best to be

The magic that you see in me

But I'm losing sight of where I'm going