I Didn't Know Her Lyrics

I'm trying to remain sober

Although I know it's over

I wish I knew what I did wrong

While I hold up a smile just like The Joker

You said I never tried

A piece of me had died

My heart was crucified

By the girl I really loved, I guess I didn't know her

When we met everyone thought we were perfect

I never thought we would get this far

We made a promise to each other but you hurt me

And now I'm hoping I could get rid of these scars

I swear, I wanna forget you

I ask God why the hell did I meet you

I was holding on to hope that we can get through

all our issues, cuz feel devalued

So many years they feel so wasted

Would it have been different if we would have waited?

This empty feeling, I really hate it

Hearing that you're sorry, is not gonna change it

This headspace, I feel so faded

This is what you wanted, cuz it's what you created

Loving someone else is what you stated

Please leave my mind, just please vacate it cuz

I'm trying to remain sober

Although I know it's over

I wish I knew what I did wrong

While I hold up a smile just like The Joker

You said I never tried

A piece of me had died

My heart was crucified

By the girl I really loved, I guess I didn't know her

Let's GO

There was no way that I could have prepared

You and I took a leap, both of us were scared

We had our whole lives together, 'try and figure this out

but you lost your feelings for me, didn't know you had doubt

All I can do now is try to build myself back

but I can't find instructions on what I need to do next

so I'm left, picking up the pieces of this mess you made

feel so betrayed, like a video game, I got played

So many years they feel so wasted

Would it have been different if we would have waited

This empty feeling, I really hate it

Hearing that you're sorry, is not gonna change it

This headspace, I feel so faded

This is what you wanted, cause it's what you created

Loving someone else is what you stated

Please leave my mind, just please vacate it cuz

I'm trying to remain sober

Although I know it's over

I wish I knew what I did wrong

While I hold up a smile just like The Joker

You said I never tried

A piece of me had died

My heart was crucified

By the girl I really loved, I guess I didn't know her

I'm trying to remain sober (I'm trying to remain sober)

Although I know it's over (Although I know it's over)

Hold up a smile like Joker (Hold up a smile like Joker)

I guess I didn't know her (I guess I didn't know her)