fallin4u Lyrics

Who am I supposed to be

I'm looking for the answers while you're quoting me

Brokenhearted so it seems no one will notice me

People departing out my life before they're told to leave

in their soul deceit, in their minds

There's evil thoughts that synergize

Intertwining me in their sick plots

While spilling lies

Sympathizing with me

To take advantage

That's over time

I'm so alive

But scared to look death in the face

When that motherfucker calling

AND scared to let it ring cause this depression isn't stopping

Lost inside the comments that I've rooted in my head

My parents only caring if I end up dead

Take meds, take meds, take meds, take meds

I'm tired of these fucking pills

I'm tired of the way I feel

I'm sick and I can't fucking heal

FIND A REASON TO LIVE

I'm still trying to find what I'm living for

While looking in the mirror I get visions of

Mass hysteria

Starvation in my area

Gun carriers passing weapons to the very young

Trying to break the barriers of what's become

But the world's dark past is a vivid one

Hatred seeped into the pores of the little ones

And created false realities without a smudge

Where's the love?

It ain't enough

Down deep in my soul

I'm still fake as fuck

Caught in the abyss of a nation's lust

And of course I'm pissed off cause who gon' save me bruh

Can't make a change without rewiring my brain

Something about today making my body feel strange

I wanna leave the roof stained

But the knowledge I've attained convinces me that I should step in faith